I woke up today exactly 8:13 am eastern standard time.
I was kind of tired because I did not sleep too good. I went to bed around 4 am last night after coming back from work. My work schedule is 3 x 11 shift for a job that I have been doing for more than 2 years now.
Do I love my job ? Hard to say. I am not allowed to talk about my job. It is part of the secret code of ethics I have to keep to keep my job.
Anyway this morning i am very tired. I am tired of many things anyway especially things going to wrong way. I am tired of listening to some political news and I am tired of hearing about 20 millions AMERICANS about to loose their health care and am also tired that TRUMP AND MUSK can not get along along. I do not like the break up between Trump and Musk.
Am also tired of doing the same job or routine of activities in my life for 20 years plus without the clue or idea on how to change.
I am tired because I kind of imprisoned myself without committing any crime. Some people went to jail for committing a crime while I imprisoned myself without any crime funny as it may sound.
Tired yes am tired of so many things but when will I stop getting tired ? I don’t even have an answer to that either lol.
Anyway am about to make myself a delicious breakfast. A tea with a blend of herb I bought at wall mart plus a beagle (bread)
After that I will be heading to the gym to work on my mindset. Gym has became a kind of therapy for myself these days as it helps unclog my mind.
I don’t even know what I will eat for lunch today or if I should skip my lunch? Sometimes I do skip my lunch AKA Intermittent Fasting.
Am still going to work (Maryland Correctional Institution – Jessup) today to do what I have been doing for the past 20 years.
